Sunday, May 27, 2007


I am struggling with this overwhelming need to withdraw from people, even those I am close to. I don't want to go to church, don't want to go to home group, rarely post at the boards I have been at for years.

As things change with these disorders, and I count the hours in the fight to get through the day, I don't have it in me to talk to anyone. I don't want to deal with people any more.

I want to run away, hide in a corner, disappear.


  1. I get that way sometimes too but just have to push myself . It will get better . Hugs

  2. I had a feeling that this was happening. It makes me sad. You are always in my thoughts. Anything from NY yet?
    Love Nora

  3. I am the mood now I could bite somebody head off. Just plain drained . Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . big hug to you

  4. I still am agitated , the feeling of it. Like I could care less . Havent slept in 2 nights and that could be part of it . Hope you are doing better . Like the word of the day is ((((((WHATEVER))))))))