Sunday, August 19, 2007

13 surgeries and you'd think I could handle anything by now. But here I am at 3:08 am writing this. I couldn't stand writhing in bed in pain any longer. The last 5 1/2 hours of it was enough. It was getting a little ridiculous doing that since the moment I climbed into bed. I'm exhausted, eyelids heavy, but this pain radiating all over my torso and spine is unbelievable.

I don't know what's happening and I'll say it.

I'm afraid.


  1. boy I would say no more surgery . And deal with the pain I have now . Such as treatments . Pain clinic , massage , accupuncture etc. But no more surgery . There is something out there for you . You will find it. Hugs R

  2. Keeping you in my prayers gal. I am so sorry you have the added pain and problems.